Wisely, and slow. They stumble that run fast.

Hello bloggy, It is Wednesday night. On Monday I studied all day and on Tuesday I parked it in the library and studied until 7, when I had my calculus test. It was most definitely the worst test of my college career, and could have been the worst ever. Firstly I had to sit in the very front row in a smallish room, and literally my knees were 8 inches away from both the TA and the professor, looking at my test. The desks were literally 1/4th the size of regular desks and I had a panic attack in the middle of it. Yeah and I failed bad. So bad that I'm gonna have to work really hard just to pass calculus at all.
The class average was really bad too but they won't curve it unless "all the classes" need it. So that was pretty bad. This morning I went to class and then (finally) took care of my ticket. Turns out you need things to be notarized and a cashiers check etc. etc. As if the money isn't bad enough you have to take out a bunch of time to take care of it as well. It was also very cloudy all day which was just the icing on the cake. By the end of the day however I was starting to feel much better. I finished all my chem homework with kate, who just laughs about practically everything so you can't help but be in a good mood around her. Then I ate dinner with Anna and made my mask for this friday. This friday we're having like a casino night/masquerade/dance..and I'm a little bit confused about what exactly it is lol. Then me and anna walked to bible study and that put me in an even better mood. We talked about easter (a little late) and how Jesus freely gave up his life because of his great love for us. Then me and Anna went to CVS to get envelopes and walked home, carefully avoiding eye-contact with the drag-rats. Drag rats are like homeless people only much younger and they always have a dog with them and a whole lot of hair, and their clothes are always torn but almost artfully so. Then I did homework and now here I am! Today wasn't so good to begin with but I know tomorrow will be much better. It has come to my attention that I have a problem with discretion and this becomes worse as you spend more time with me. Literally nothing is off limits to talk about and anna or troy are usually the ones suffering from it lol. I'm also shamelessly nosy and this problem paired with the fact that I have a problem with discretion is problematic as I will tell the person exactly how nosy I'm being in their things. It's a viscous cycle lol and I was wondering where it came from and today I realized I know EXACTLY where it came from. My bestfriendship with Kelly N. Kelly has the least amount of discretion in a person that I know of, and the more you spend time with her the more she will tell you! So she rubbed off on me and apparently it stuck. Anyway that is enough talking for me because I have an 8:00 tomorrow and I should probably be awake for it.
<3Kelly

We bow our hearts
We bend our knees
Oh spirit come make us humble

I didn't do any of these!!